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Cloudtrotting

by Wolf Creek

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If I land one tonight I'm going to hope she's not wasted. I don't need another mind changer, I don't need another one to tell me That I'm not nearly as interesting As she's sobering up my sarcasm's much more biting, And I'm certainly not bad looking but... If you want to know me All you've got to do is look in my eyes. I've been looking at you all night. I've been looking at you all night. If I land one tomorrow I'm going to hope she's not married Because your hair smells so pretty, Like the flowers behind the house that I grew up in. Somewhere on Fox Hollow, I wore my brother's shoes Because he swallowed all that I was supposed to. If you see me a week from now, You wouldn't recognize a thing. If there's a wall behind me I'll blend right in, Because like a piece of paper, I'm paper thin. I'm never going to sell you drugs. I'm never going to make you eat stuff. I'm never going to beat you up, Physically or emotionally. Well it would've been nice to know that I'd had enough.
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You deserve better than a man Who tells you that he loves you, But doesn't give you a single piece of himself. Sometimes I sit and ponder How many times I've been that man to different women, Too afraid to walk out doors for the sake of hurting feelings. This is stupid. There is an expression for the bad that's bound to come, Ours is already downstairs, It's been waiting in the living room To gobble up all the semblances of our happiness. He moves quickly, with no mercy, For the feelings that have been spared for too long. I don't love you, and you don't love me, That's what I tell myself.
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I don't understand the purpose Of speaking in quotations, As if the two sentences That someone who's dead now had said Could save me, could save us, could save them. Save your words for a better time, They could never know me. I don't understand the purpose Of speaking in generalities, As if the eight words a stranger Had said to me could sum... Could sum to mean anything. As long as it makes you feel better To think that they mean the same thing. Why don't you say what you mean? Say what you mean. Grocery clerk, you don't know me And honestly I don't mind waiting. I'm sure it gets rather lonely back there, So why don't you tell me your story? Your fretful looks are making me uneasy. I wish it were that easy. I'll just grin until I leave. You could be anywhere, But you're back there Just'a lookin' at me. Why don't you say what you mean? Say what you mean. I'm tired of all the same bullshit; Demeaning women, Complaining about taxes, Or the rising price of gasoline. Well yeah I hate it, But you already know that. Tell me the three things That keep you up at night. Tell me the three things That you can't see yourself living without. Because even if we only know each other For the next 45 minutes, I'd rather go home with A story to tell about you.
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Carmel Hall 02:36
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This is the second service That we've slept through In the past month. Who is this women I'm becoming? To tell you the truth, It feels good to break the rules for you. What am I going to do When you leave me? And I've lost sight Of everything that I was... A good, god-fearing woman, That lost her place in light, Because I spent all of my time Finding out what love means to me. To tell you the truth, It feels good to break the rules for you.
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You left your mark On the side of my arm When we were lying in bed. Dental impressions, To remind me that you were here Through it all. You left your mark On the side of my arm As I was walking out the door. So that every time I look in the mirror I'm reminded of you And how you called me a coward. Well I'm not: I'm a failure That's running away from himself. And the last thing that I wanted Was to let you down, But now that I've gone and done it, I can see that you're so much stronger Standing by yourself. I can't be the man that you love And love you equally. Accept the consequences Of promises left undelivered. At least it runs in my family. I'm sorry that I'll love, And that I will try again. I won't shit myself, And don't let me shit you, This is my fault. As valiant of a portrait I'd like to paint of myself I should've been better to you.
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Spectracles 03:00
I think I lost it someplace over there; I used to keep it in my back pocket. I wrote it on my left arm, So that when you forget, I won't. The truth is that I waited for too long. The truth is that I waited for too long. The truth is that I waited for too long. I want to live like you do: Unattached and in love. Somehow you managed To see through me.
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Couch Jams 03:07
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Mad Dog 01:03
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Davie's Song 01:07
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We spent the year playing music In the warehouse where I worked, It was too hot or cold Depending on the season. That's where I heard my favorite sound: A passing train reverberating through The neighboring buildings. And for a while, I looked for people who would know What I was talking about. Now I recognize The magic of that time.
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I spent several weeks Trying to figure out Where I needed to go To make myself feel better Only to find I was missing Old friends, old times; Hours spent in a basement Of a bowling alley in Cleveland. If I had it all to do over again, I'd warn you That after a year's time I'll spend four months Not making love to you So that when you're at your worst I'll have gathered the strength To finally leave you. Don't worry, you'll find a way To shit all over The story that we made.
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You spent the last Four years of your life Chasing what you had with him. I wonder, when will you realize That you'll never have it? So you'll have to Stand on your own For a little while. Let your roots dig Deep into the ground, And watch yourself Grow taller.
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Hard Things 01:10
It's hard to forget All the hard things you've said. On the dark nights, They run like a reel in my head. You've said the same thing.
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What words have we For the liars that Told us this was home? I think I'll save them up For several years And pour them out All over the ones that I love. Well I guess me and my father Have more in common Than I'd thought. Someday your ulcers will be mine. Oh, the karmic irony Of doing everything in my power To not end up like you. Then looking back, And finding out I've turned into everything I ever feared: One who cannot love, And thinks only of himself. The wisest words Ever spoken to me Came from the lips Of a Korean minister: "The passage of time May feel empty, But it carries all That you need."
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I spent the better half of my life Fearing what I've become: A godless, loveless, Perspective free man. Free only to walk The walls between reasons. I never knew that they could crack me. For every question, Another night that I couldn't sleep. I see the way that you Look at me differently. Can't I still have you? I traced the events of your life With my aging fingers. I was in my prime Before the idea of you was born. I spent my time being bigger than What I knew that I was. I had much to leave no one. But I'm glad I found out how To be proud of myself. Despite the fact that I died alone. See heaven is made of impossible figures, And the only person you'll ever truly love Is yourself. Each morning I wake alone, And somehow, for the first time, I'm at peace with myself. Angie, what of me When I'm 93 and dying in your backseat? I spent my life chasing questions To which I'll never get the answers. Well, most of us do. It's less about the questions, And more that you got through. We've been fighting For 3.5 billion years to get here.
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The Fast One 01:37
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Loon 04:03

about

This is a collection of recordings (mostly from Sean's phone) of band practices, demos for songs that weren't recorded or finished, or us just hanging out. They are pretty old now, but they're from a special time in our lives. They span a lot of years, events, and feelings. Some aren't fair, and some are funny, but they encapsulate an era of relationships (platonic and otherwise) that were made and some lost.

These were recorded in office spaces and warehouses at DHS Diecast, Charlie's house, Jon's parent's house, Hattie's Chicago apartment, Sean's apartment in College Park, MD, Krista's apartment, Baldwin Wallace University, WRUW Radio Station in Cleveland, Sean's apartment in Madison, WI, and SUNY Fredonia.

Wolf Creek would like to thank Chuck Sword, Jon Rogers, Rachel Hunt, Eric Lemke, Nick Kostas, Max Stern, everyone who came to shows or told a friend about us, and Elisabeth Dare.

Cartoon drawings by Krista Berry. Professional photos by Elisabeth Dare.

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released November 11, 2017

Wolf Creek was: Sean Anderson, Charlie Gunn, Dave Rivera, Eric Sandt, Jon Meador, Krista Berry, James Kananen, Eric Lemke, and Elisabeth Dare.

All songs by Wolf Creek except tracks 18 and 21 (Dave Rivera) and 20 (Charlie Gunn).

Album photo by Elisabeth Dare (untidysouls.blogspot.com). Design by Sean.

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